So, I just saw my cumulative college GPA, & it's a 3.07. & I was excited about that. Then I thought about it, & a little over a year ago I was in high school, & I almost cried when my GPA fell below a 3.70. Well, I just got depressed because I feel like a totally bad student! Even though this year it seems like, if anything, I've put more effort and emotion into my school work, (I mean, I am paying for it out of my pocket!), I still come up short. Way short. I've just been trying to put grades out of my head and focus more on the fact that I tried my hardest, but then I feel like I'm being irresponsible or something. Shouldn't I just be trying harder? Surely this wasn't the best I could do. I wish there was some sort of happy ending to this, but this is really where I'm at right now. I'm just feeling kind of crappy about it. Hmm..that's all.
10 years ago
